Bondan

I just a lil bit moody today...what the hell i was thinking like? I felt very tired and didn feel like want to smile and the worst is, i dunno the reason why am i become like this？

Maybe i just a lil bit shocked n felt like unacceptable when i discovered something unusual in my life. I cant talk much n say any details at here bcoz i scared things will all go wrong in the end. My feeling was like floating in the sea? choosing the most suitable landing island? aikss!

What i know is, as for now, is it not a right time to make such decision or also can be say that it is non of our business whether to choose which landing island. Gosh...i really hope not to have this feeling anymore!

One thing i have to say is, i don't know why people like to talk bad about those sissy guys instead i feel they r nice to be friends as long as they are not being too obvious and over -acting like a 'bondan' ..this kind of sissy guys is like purposely want to show ppl that he is a bondan,...i saw the worst sissy guy (bondan) when i studied Diploma course in Ktar, he is definately an annoying fellow and keep making ppl hate and looked down at him in the lecture. In fact, i dont think XXX is a sissy guy, he just has a lil bit feminine characteristic and he is not the serious type.





p/s: sometimes i feel like wanna vomit when being friends with those guys who r 大男人主义, they know nothing, seriously.